Thank you all!
We see an oncologist tomorrow.Right now he is still in the hospital on a morphine pump. I am using my emergency days to be with him,although I used up my 5 days as of Tuesday. He says it's funny, as soon as I walk in he can go right to sleep and stay asleep most of the day but when I am not there he can't stay asleep.
Larry is or was, a big tough guy (softie with kids and animals)who can make any construction equipment purr. He always has to be in control of the situation.
He was fighting going to sleep the other day and I said to him "hon go to sleep you need it,and he said, "will you be here when I wake up"?
I said well of course I'm not going anywhere.It made me feel sad to see him insecure. I am there all day from 8 to around 9 at night. He gets confused with all the morphine I think.
Tonight I had 5 Reiki Masters there doing work on him so he should have a good night.
After 44 years it's hard to be apart and we are still best friends.
Thank you for your support, it means a lot.
Hugs
Bonnie