Everyone i'm so sorry

[Leeana]

Hi everyone,

I just really feel like i need to say sorry for how i've been acting these past couple months. I've said and done some things on here and in my life i regret so much. I've just had so much going on with friends, school, my parents, teachers and stress. I have also managed to get on pretty much everyones bad side on this forum as well, and this forum is about 99.9% of the miniature show world, and that isnt something to be proud of. I dont want to go to horse shows this summer with the whole mini horse world upset with me.

I really dont know what has been wrong with me, i'd love to say 'its just stress' but i know its not. I've just been being a horriable person to just about everyone i meet and being crabby. I've just been thinking about it the past couple days. Everything just feels like the 'old times' now and i feel like im back to the person i use to be. But looking back at how i've been acting .... :no: .

I want to be taken seriously in this miniature horse world, especially the show world ..i cannout even put into words how much that means to me! Its my dream to own a wonderful miniature horse that i can REALLY show, take to nationals, take to shows and just have a blast with. If i stayed on the track i was taken ..i dont think i'd gotten anywhere.

I just feel like after these past couple days and everything that has happened ...im ready to leave these past couple month's behind.

I just feel so bad for how i've acted lately and how much crap im sure you've all put up with from me. I've had a long talk with all my friends which i have also managed to tick off with how i've been acting and they understood. I've just made allot of wrong decisions lately ...i think i've finially put them behind me and am ready to move on.

I guess what im trying to say, is im sorry for how i've been these past couple months.

I dont need anyone to accept it, thats fine, but i just needed to say something on here to everyone who i've treated so bad.

Leeana

 

[Relic]

l am a strong believer in that people will always show you who they are l know people that always have to tell you how good they are how they've changed their ways but for me in the end they always show their true colors without having to tell anyone. Have a nice day..

 

[mininik]

Have I missed something?

Don't worry Leeana, this forum doesn't represent near 99.9% of the exhibitors you'll meet showing your Minis. Even if it did, most here have lives and don't have time to care about silly drama outside of the forum. You're young. Learn from your mistakes, move on and enjoy life.

 

[nootka]

Try not to sweat it too much. We all screw up from time to time, especially the younger and more stressed we are. Most of us forget this stuff and if you make good more than you make bad, you will be forgiven and taken accordingly.

Try and stop and think about things before you do them, and make better choices in the future. 99.9% of us are capable of forgiving and forgetting and so you're doin' ok.

Liz M.