crponies
Well-Known Member
Oh, your beautiful little Kyan! That is so sad. I'm sorry for your loss.
(((hugs)))
I have no doubt you are going through all the "what if's" ... I do think it's all part of the grieving process, trying to come to terms to the loss you just experienced. It's going to take time to heal from this - I'm at 2 1/2 months loss of Cody and I still can't put his photos away, can still barely believe I lost him. Take your time, try to celebrate where you can -- and you're right, no one ever knows... my only advice is to let yourself grieve, and hold onto those special moments where you can find them.I am always thinking if I could have just persuaded him to go up that "maze" to the upper pasture, or if he had been gelded prior, and able to be on the lower pasture, or if I'd found a good new home for him earlier ... or... what if is big right now. Thanks for posting the pic, Debra. I did fix my page, but it's hard to put Kyan in the past tense (as in "was" not "is" or "will be."). I am still giving myself little breaks from reality in the form of denial, but it will be hard not to have him here in the future.
It will be comforting to see his father next weekend. They were so alike.
Thanks everyone...one just never knows.