Bonnie, I am so sorry for the huge loss. You are very brave and resourceful, I am sure you will do your best to keep your spirits up. I hope you allow yourself the time to grieve as well. Hope you can feel the hugs and love from all of your forum friends. We are all there walking beside you, and lifting you up when you are down.
Sending all our love from Finch Meadow,
Amy and the gang