Okay Guys, lately Mum has ben really sick, she was ment to fly out to Tonga for a holiday and she was to sick to even go. She went to the doctors and they done tests and her kidneys are all stuffed up. They are doing more and more tests and think it could be hepititis, cancer etc. I really really scared...... And to add to all that yesterday her beloved horse had to be put down. She is really quite depressed but still working to our family despair. I have known all this except the horse getting put down bit fror a while but I've put it off telling you guys but I feel soo scared and I just need to tell someone. I may be leaving if Mum gets worse but lets just pray it it'll get better very very soon.