I am so sorry for your loss. Please tell your husband I thought he was just wonderful. He tried so hard, I know you both did. We had a singing event last Sat. for one of my cousin's that is going in to the Marines. We did an old song for him named "Soldier Boy", I am sure it was before your time. Ever since, I have referred to your baby as Little Soldier Boy.
I know first hand that when you have all these losses it hurts your heart and you wonder how you can keep going. One footstep at a time, that's how you keep going. Soldier has now made a way for the next one to be saved. People that have kept up with this have learned and so have you.
take a well deserved rest, we will keep you in our prayers.