The vet has been out working on my jenny for awhile now, trying to get the foal out, it won't budge. He is going to try to cut it out.....I am just sick, Please pray for her........I am headed back out.
Oh, this hurts. Losing an animal you've come to know and love is always painful, but feeling like "I did this to you" is a killer.She didn't make it.....I am so sad, so sick, I just cannot believe she is gone.........My heart and my stomach are in knots...........I just feel like I let her down, I mean It is my fault I bred her and she had to give her life for it, just is making me sick. I had turned blizzard my jack in with 2 jennys for early foals next year, he has been in there for 2 days...........I am taking him out tomorrow. I just don't know if I want to take a year off from breeding or what.........I know my heart can't take this..........Jon always says it is part of having animals, but I have never lost a jenny or mare.......and this is worse than losing the foal. I went through tonight and put prices on a bunch of my mares..........I am still considering listing a few more, but for now, I just want to cut back..........it is not fun anymore.......I have possibly 11 mares due, and 2 donkeys for sure possibly 3 more in the summer..........How can I even look forward to that after this......
Foaling used to be a fun exciting time of year...now I am dreading it.
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