there's gotta be something more....

[anoki]

What is with this month....last month was soooo awesome...it was the most fun & the best I've felt in.....years...literally....got some good business, got a new (well used, but it's pretty new) vehicle, finally got myself a mini trailer....and actually thought I had a guy that was interested in me (I've been very single for a few years).

November has just been the dumps....business has been alright, and the car's been awesome...but everything else.....I've been sick for the past couple of weeks, which probably isn't helping things....I'm supposed to be going on a holiday in a week, and am having a few issues with that which is a long story in itself....the guy thing, well we were supposed to be going out last night, but he ended up having to work (and I have no self confidence in the guy department, so I always second guess myself on whether they might be interested or not)...things at the barn have just been crazy....I'm tired of living in the same house as my grandparents (who just moved in the beginning of October and drive me batty on a daily basis), but can't afford to do anything about it since I can't afford and don't want to live on my own.....

This past week has been the worst.....and after the disappointment of last night thought oh, it'll be better tomorrow...it's Saturday....go to the barn to find out that Moxie's litter mate (who lives across the road from the horse barn) was killed on the highway this morning

he was such a happy-go-lucky puppy! And the lady and I had gone to pick him up.....just 3 weeks ago....she is just devastated......along with the rest of us....I've been in tears all morning....I just kept thinking, god that could have been Moxie the other day when she ran across the road (she now wears the invisible fence collar).....and I just feel horrible about it....it's not even my dog and I'm a blubbering idiot.....

*sigh* think I'll go find me a nice couch to curl up on and fall asleep for the rest of the day.....

sorry, but thanks for letting me get that off my chest....

~kathryn

 

[Minimor]

Aw, Kathryn, I'm sorry to hear you've had such a lousy week. I do sympathize, since I pretty much know how you feel, on all counts. That's really so sad about the puppy--that's a real downer.

Don't let the missed date get you down--hopefully he really did have to work, & will make another date with you soon. If not, and that was just a good excuse, well, that means he's just not good enough for you in the first place, and isn't worth getting upset over.

It's definitely a big plus that business is good & your car is running great; sounds like you're working awfully hard & now are sick & run down--get some good rest this weekend & hopefully next week you'll feel better & everything will look bright & sunny again.

Well, figuratively speaking anyway--I don't know about there, but here we're supposed to have snow on Monday, so bright & sunny might be a bit of a stretch??

Where are you going on your holiday? I hope you can get that all straightened around so you can get away & have a marvelous time.

 

[runamuk]

Bummer....at least you still see the good stuff......if you've been sick that nap on the couch is probably just what you need......very sorry about the puppy.......take the weekend and just read a good book and rest up then you'll feel better.......as for the guy.....benefit of the doubt maybe he did have to work...if not then he isn't worth your time anyway