Well, I have no idea why this post was moved to the Back Porch. It is totally all about miniature horses and my farm.
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I was very curious to see if people think of me as someone who is starting a breeding program.
When I got my first mini, Alladdin, it was for the specific purpose of having a demo horse to show clicker training whenever and wherever needed. I was very much focused on my big horses at the time, I rode dressage and had worked with clicker training for a couple of years by then, long enough to recognize what a powerful tool it is. I had a minivan, and built an area for him to ride in. We did travel around alot, and Alladdin became quite an ambassador for clicker training, and also miniature horses in general.
As many others before me, I fell in love with minis. One year after I bought Alladdin, he was joined by Danny and Flirt. Danny joined the demo team, and Flirt just spent time growing up (until last year). My plan from the beginning with Flirty was to breed her to Alladdin. I couldn't wait to have a little fuzzybutt of my own! I did buy Flirty as a very young and beautiful foal, herself. But she was no lovebug! Not for a long time. She is still quite the diva.
The following year I acquired another "wife" for Alladdin. That would be Ally. Ally was already pregnant when I bought her. I was so excited for the foal! By now you may start to see a pattern. I have shifted away from my original intent of using a mini as a clicker training demo horse, and my mind is quite enjoying the prospect of fields full of baby minis and lovely fat mares. Sadly, Ally's baby died at 4 days old. It broke my heart. The thoughts of foals kind of faded into the background, and I started teaching Ally to drive instead. Ah! A new love! Driving! Well that is still with me, for sure. That was also the year I started showing Alladdin, and I just loved it. Somehow I ended up at Sundance LB Stock Farm one hot July day during a break from a show, and saw another filly I had to have. Well I had a stallion, I guess I better get his some wives. Right? And I fell in love with that filly's grandpa, and found out there was one more mare in foal to him. One month later the foal was born. His name is Esprit and yep, he's mine too.
Life got in the way as it so often does, and I didn't do much for a year. But you can clearly see the direction things are going, right? In my big mind's eye, I am becoming a breeder of fine miniature horses and miniature shetlands. Still no foals from my own stock, but I now own two stallions! And three young mares! Well, they must be shown and promoted, right? So that is what I did this year. And we sure enough did have a lot of fun. I just love training and showing my little horses. I love it! But of course, there are still the baby plans. I find out at a show there has been another foal born at Sundance I must see. A filly, a 3/4 sister to Esprit. Well that would certainly be a great addition to my broodmare band, right? I can breed her to Alladdin when she is old enough! The best of all worlds, assuredly so! So I bought her. And her mother. Gee, I sure have a nice mare herd now. What about the babies? I make some plans. 2009, I will have some fat fuzzy foals in my pasture. I will breed my now Nationally-accomplished Flirty to the most beautiful Esprit. Can you picture it? I can. Also, I will breed my new mare to Alladdin. Yes, 2009 will be the year that I have foals at last.
Are you still with me? I bet this story sounds so familiar to many of you. Because I bet you have lived it too.
Well, I read the posts on the site. Auctions, rescues, neglect, and abuse cases. I read other boards for big horses, more of the same. Now I am scared again. What if I sell one of my babies and it ends up like that? After all, even one of our own Kentucky Derby winners ended up with this horrible fate! And what about Exceller?
Then the accident happened with my mare Sierra on Christmas day, and it ripped out my heart and broke open my soul. I realize I am not cut out to be a big breeder. Or even a small breeder. I could not sell my babies!!! These horses are my heart and soul. They are ME.
So I have returned in my heart and mind to my original plan. I will continue to train and show my beautiful animals in the best way I know how. I will keep learning. I am going to learn everything I can about training in the most positive and encouraging way I can for my horses' sake. I hope to be an example, and will help others when I can. I am not saying my way is the only way, it most certainly is not. But it is a WAY, and for some it will ring true, just as it did for me eight years ago. I am not saying I will never breed my mares, I will. A few, when we are ready. And the babies will be for me. NOT for the marketplace. I just couldn't stand the worry. I am not knocking breeders, if it weren't for some special breeders I wouldn't have the friends I have today, horse and human. Thanks to those of you, especially Stacy, Rob, and Syndi, who so lovingly brought your babies into the world and gave them so much care. They got the "right start."
I hope to present clicker training and positive training methods to the world of miniature horses in the best way I know how. If you have a question, please feel free to contact me. No, I don't charge for it. It is a gift of the heart, from me to you. I am not an accomplished show trainer, but I am an experienced horseperson with a few credentials to back me up. Maybe at some point I will write a book, when I feel that I have had enough success in the show ring to be credible.
It is interesting to me what people wrote. I think most of you saw me for exactly what I am, even when I wasn't sure! A clicker trainer who owns some awesome horses! That is very neat.
Some of what people wrote really touched me deeply. Syndi, as a professional trainer I feel you have extreme humility with your willingness to try new things and also stand up for the horse. I have always respected you and the longer I know you my respect deepens. It takes a lot of courage to say some of the things you do on this board. You are a very good trainer, and I look forward to learning a lot with you this year also. Marty, girlfriend, what you mean to me is "pure love." You are as real as it gets, and I just adore you.
Thanks to everyone who wrote, you all made me feel really good and I have had a tough couple of weeks. Now I think it is time to go out and hug my horses.