I'm so sorry you lost your little ones, it is never easy to let them go, but at least you know you have done your best for them, and loved them to pieces while they were here.
Our grocery stores are having turkey wars before Thanksgiving. We had ordered our holiday bird from the butcher months ago, since I'm set for the holiday, I really didn't need to buy another one, but I couldn't resist the .57 cent a pound so I bought one and that is what we had for dinner last night, and tonight we are having left over turkey, stuffing and potatos and gravy. I cut the turkey up and put into freezer bags so this winter we will have plenty for turkey and dumplins. I'm simmering the bones now for broth. I've had three leg surgeries since Oct. 28th and more to come, won't be done with them till Jan. so the more I can put away already cooked is great for me.