thank you all so very much for your thoughts and prayers they are very much appreciated . I have been struggaling with the passing of my dad It is so hard to get up knowing he is no longer here ..I would have taken care of him for ever if it was needed , I miss him so much , and being an only child it is real hard with mom and dad both being gone I feel lost and empty. I have been trying to do alot more with the kids and the horses to keep my mind occupied....I am so thankful that I have all of you ....