Dearest Marty:
It's incomprehensible that a child goes before a parent. It's not supposed to happen that way.
The mixture of emotions and shock will last for quite some time, as you mourn such a deep loss. Being angry with joyful people in other cars is certainly understandable....."Don't they know I lost my son?"
Crying and aching to the core, when the realization has settled in, is such a painful process no mother should ever endure. Cry, scream, take to your room with the drapes pulled, as mourning takes on many forms. It'll be very difficult to handle your own grief, but watching the pain of Jerry and Dan experience this loss, seems beyond the limits of what one human can handle.
May you be comforted in the thought that Michael knew he was LOVED with all his mama's heart.
Needless to say, prayers for strength and comfort are being sent to "The Mountain" from Wisconsin.
Hugs to you, Sweet Lady,
Cindy
