MiniforFaith
Well-Known Member
I just really need to talk about what happened tonight, as I have been crying for about an hr now.. I know you guys remember my sister with her drug problem.. Well she did get fired from her drs. office she worked for. I prayed that would wake her up. No such case.. I only have my dad, as mom died 5 yrs ago. My sister still lives at home with dad.. And he has had 4 strokes and is 79, so his mind isn't the same..
Well I noticed last night she sounded "off" again. She called my son this morning when i was at work, and he picked up on it.. So I tried calling all evening to see when Easter dinner is tomorrow and to hear how bad she was. No answer. So I hopped in the car and went to see her. She was really messed up again. My dad was in taking his bath.(The night she overdosed, dad said she was fine and just sleeping, but she was almost not breathing, so that is how much my dad can't see it) So I told her it was the drugs or us and if she wasn't better by tomorrow, that my kids do not need to see her like that, that we would stay home.. I was so mad when I left..
I called my older sister and told her that if Lora didn't straighten out, that we wouldn't be at dad's. So the older sister took it upon herself to call 911.. So when the police came, my dad called me and Fth me out..(I was out in the barn with the mini's and didn't even hear the call and had no idea what the oldest sister did..) He said that she was fine, he was tired of me starting trouble and said he didn't want anything to do with me anymore.. MY oldest sister called, not me.. And now, she is lying and saying I told her to do it.. So now, everyone isn't talking to me, and I didn't even do anything. I am not asking for pitty, just really need to get this off of my chest.. My dad is so important to me, as he is all I have left.. And now, he doesn't want to even see me. I know he means it too, because he is very unforgiving.. Hubby has to work tomorrow, so I will be here with the kids by myself.. I don't even have a ham or anything to make us a dinner.. Hubby won't let me go to Walmart to get one, as he says I am to much of a mess to go anywhere. And I can't tomorrow, he will have the car at work.. My in laws are in Fla., so we can't even go there.. This will be a bad Easter for the kids..
NO Grandparents, or family.. Just me and hubby.. So sorry to ramble on, but I have been fighting off a panic attack, and thought it would help to talk about it to someone..
What can I do to make it a little better for the kids?? My son is 13 and is so fed up with my sister.. And now, I will probably have to quit my job, as I now have no one to watch the kids for me.. Happy Easter to me..
Well I noticed last night she sounded "off" again. She called my son this morning when i was at work, and he picked up on it.. So I tried calling all evening to see when Easter dinner is tomorrow and to hear how bad she was. No answer. So I hopped in the car and went to see her. She was really messed up again. My dad was in taking his bath.(The night she overdosed, dad said she was fine and just sleeping, but she was almost not breathing, so that is how much my dad can't see it) So I told her it was the drugs or us and if she wasn't better by tomorrow, that my kids do not need to see her like that, that we would stay home.. I was so mad when I left..
What can I do to make it a little better for the kids?? My son is 13 and is so fed up with my sister.. And now, I will probably have to quit my job, as I now have no one to watch the kids for me.. Happy Easter to me..