FFFoxyGal
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OK,......I have been coming on here for the past week or so,.....not logged in or nothing,......wondering if anyone would mention anything about me or Foxy or somthing.
I was feeling soooo very happy to have found this board,....and making new friends,......but,......somthing has gone wrong and I am not sure what it is,......
As you know,..I am from Nova Scotia,..and had LOTS of friends down home,......I STILL havent made any out here,....I dont go very far,..and it is such a lonely province,.....not sure why?
Fred and I made the final decision this winter that We are going to live here forever,...and not go back home to live,.....I told all my friends down home this fact and not one of them has called me back,
: .....now,...it seems that not many of you guys want anything to do with me anymore,.....
I have NEVER felt sooo alone in my whole life!!! :no:
I posted a while ago that my mom was in the hospital,......She has a colostomy, and a bad heart and nerve problems,...the list goes on and on,.....Sooooo,..I was really scared that I might loose her,....I know it was only the flu bug,....but,......all of her health problems couldve counteracted something??,.I wasnt sure,....
Well,....I never posted no more,..and only 3 or soo people answered my oringinal post,.....and nothing was ever mentioned or asked again.
I know that I am not a fancy big time horse farm,......and we DONT have a lot of money,...and I know that I have insecurity issues ,..and stuff,....and maybe I do whine once in a while on how life isnt fair at all,.....but,......
I was starting to feel better,..knowing I had FRIENDS on here who accepted me for who I am and it made my days a whole lot better,...I actually had something to look forward to each day,.....
I have tried to answer each and every post on here,....and I brag you guys up to everyone I meet,.....maybe I do make mistakes once in a while,..(Like Foxy with no fence up),....but,...she is happy and healthy and I learned that maybe I shoulda waited before getting her,..but,..I also ,..would not trade one day of having her around for one day without!
I know there are a couple of people on here,....that I personally called my TRUE friends,....Well,..Since I got Foxy,.....My PHONE NEVER rings anymore,......and it is the most loneliest feeling in the world!!!
I am back to crying all the time,....I am also having probs with my oldest daughter,..Fred is gone long hours now,....and I havent been outta the house since Xmas,..( I realize that is no ones fault but my own),....but,.....I would just like to have my friends back,......PLEASE,PLEASE,....Tell me what I have done soooo very wrong ,..to turn you guys away,.......
I am not trying to sound whiny or looking for sympathy,.....I just cannot figure out for the life of me,...What I did so wrong?
edited to add; Please be honest with me,......soo I can fix this?
I was feeling soooo very happy to have found this board,....and making new friends,......but,......somthing has gone wrong and I am not sure what it is,......
As you know,..I am from Nova Scotia,..and had LOTS of friends down home,......I STILL havent made any out here,....I dont go very far,..and it is such a lonely province,.....not sure why?
Fred and I made the final decision this winter that We are going to live here forever,...and not go back home to live,.....I told all my friends down home this fact and not one of them has called me back,

I have NEVER felt sooo alone in my whole life!!! :no:
I posted a while ago that my mom was in the hospital,......She has a colostomy, and a bad heart and nerve problems,...the list goes on and on,.....Sooooo,..I was really scared that I might loose her,....I know it was only the flu bug,....but,......all of her health problems couldve counteracted something??,.I wasnt sure,....
Well,....I never posted no more,..and only 3 or soo people answered my oringinal post,.....and nothing was ever mentioned or asked again.
I know that I am not a fancy big time horse farm,......and we DONT have a lot of money,...and I know that I have insecurity issues ,..and stuff,....and maybe I do whine once in a while on how life isnt fair at all,.....but,......
I was starting to feel better,..knowing I had FRIENDS on here who accepted me for who I am and it made my days a whole lot better,...I actually had something to look forward to each day,.....
I have tried to answer each and every post on here,....and I brag you guys up to everyone I meet,.....maybe I do make mistakes once in a while,..(Like Foxy with no fence up),....but,...she is happy and healthy and I learned that maybe I shoulda waited before getting her,..but,..I also ,..would not trade one day of having her around for one day without!
I know there are a couple of people on here,....that I personally called my TRUE friends,....Well,..Since I got Foxy,.....My PHONE NEVER rings anymore,......and it is the most loneliest feeling in the world!!!
I am back to crying all the time,....I am also having probs with my oldest daughter,..Fred is gone long hours now,....and I havent been outta the house since Xmas,..( I realize that is no ones fault but my own),....but,.....I would just like to have my friends back,......PLEASE,PLEASE,....Tell me what I have done soooo very wrong ,..to turn you guys away,.......
I am not trying to sound whiny or looking for sympathy,.....I just cannot figure out for the life of me,...What I did so wrong?
edited to add; Please be honest with me,......soo I can fix this?
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