Any kind of rescue work is emotionally charged - people are human and they get angry, sad, anxious, etc... I hardly blame anyone for doing that as I don't think there is a person on this board or anywhere in the world that can say they don't get upset and say things that they wouldn't normally say in every day situaitons.
You will never please everyone all the time - you can work day in and day out and have the greatest outcome, but others will find fault with how you handled it or not agree with things that happened along the way. Do what you honestly feel is right, stay true to what you're doing and why you're doing it and do the best job you possibly can. Even still, someone will disagree. As long as you feel that you did the best you could with what you had to work with, you're ok. Rescue is tough - there are no manuals or training courses that will tell you exactly how you should handle each situation as it arises. Many rescuers do what they do on shoe-string budgets, little resources and very little sleep - we make mistakes and that is ok. We're human.
I look at it this way.....Mr. T could speak for himself, he could go to the sink and get a glass of water if he was thristy, he could buy or cook himself a meal if he was hungry. He could call for help if he was ill or in pain. The innocent creatures in his care aren't afforded that luxury. They depended on him for every drop of water and every morsel of food - they depended on him to care for them responsibly if they were sick or injured. He didn't meet those requirements for those that could not stand up and ask for help themselves.
I can't honestly say that I feel all that terrible for him and I apologize in advance if that upsets anyone - I've been involved in many cases such as this one and I have yet to meet a single neglectful owner that hasn't tried to play the victim - old, young, sick, fully capable......they're all victims in their own eyes. They're always working on something - the animals are always sick and the excuses go on and on and on. I'm sorry, but the animals that have absolutely no voice are the victims here.
For the most part, owning horses is a luxury. Caring for them is a responsibility. If you want the luxury, you need to be responsible. They can not fend for themselves as we've seen in this case. I don't care if 90% of the herd looked impeccable - the sad fact is that there were horses on that property near death's doorstep - I've seen the pictures......pictures don't lie. If horses were so sick with cancer, etc...they should have been humanely put out of their misery instead of being left to slowly starve to death or die in pain while suffering in silence. Cancer is another excuse I hear often - as a matter of fact, we have a 27 Y/0 gelding here that was supposedly starving to death because of cancer. He was seized by the county and brought to us - he did not have cancer. He was 610 lbs. upon arrival, barely able to stand due to his emaciated state and is now 1010 lbs. He wasn't being fed...plain and simple. He had no dental care.....plain and simple. If anyone would like to see before and after pic's of this sweet boy, please feel free to go to our website at www.celticreinrescue.org and look on our 'sanctuary horses' page - his name is Limerick.
Call me jaded, but I've heard it all and I'm so unbelievably TIRED of the excuses and the victim stance. I do hope Mr. T gets the help he obviously needs, but those horses should never have had to suffer in silence because he needed help. I just can't feel sympathy for anything but those little starved animals.
CMHR - thank you for what you've done for these little horses, and thank you to everyone that pushed like they did to get something done. I'm not at all convinced that if calls, faxes, emails and news reporters weren't launched that anything would have been done before it was too late.
I wish I could hug each and every one of those little babies and make them understand that so many people in this world were fighting tooth and nail to end their suffering and that people cared. Considering the extent of the neglect that some show, don't believe they're all out of the woods yet. Severe emaciation can have long lasting and tragic effects on the equine body. Continue to pray for them, they need it.
Stephany