Cami was a beautiful girl. She may no longer be with you but the memories you have can never be taken away from you. I know Cami is thanking you for making such a difficult decision but what a kind and considerate decision you have made. You chose to release her from pain, one of the kindess gifts you could have EVER given Cami. You gave a long and WONDERFUL life and I know she loved you for it. She wouldn't want you to be sad I am sure of it. She would want you to turn that pain into giving what you gave her, a good and loving forever home when she was abandoned. I am sure there is a cat out there right now who is truly hoping to find someone just like you to give them a loving and forever home. Turn that grief into joy and celebrate Cami life by taking in another feline that needs an owner like you to give them the love and warmth of a caring owner. Hugs to you!!!!