Your thoughts mean much to me. It's pretty clear to me that she had said goodbye to her family in the days previous. They were not a bit surprised when she fell under the weight of the drug the vet gave her. She was so stubborn, and would not go down, not even with the initial sedative. She did let me hold her head and I rubbed her neck under her mane the way she liked, and tugged her tiny, little furry ears.
They twitched a little, not like a reaction to anything except maybe she heard the nickering of another herd, another time...another place.
In juxtaposition to that moment, her grandson Pyro reached through the stall barrier and bit me on the rear while I was helping her down into the soft pile of shavings for the last time.
I think she had something to do with THAT, too. Tears and laughter.
She taught me much and I'll always be grateful for her presence, the little "free" mare that was dying when she got here, but took 13 years to show us all how to live!
December of 1995, just after she arrived here, and after a bath. She would have been 19 years old. We were told she was 16.
Right after I joined LB, and with her brand new (and only for us) daughter, Cherry Bomb, in May of 1997. Gramma was 21, here, though we were under the impression that she was only 17 via the people we got her from.
Here she was shadowing her daughter, waiting for Kyan to be born in February of 2006...she was never more than a dozen feet behind her girl when she was near foaling.
Having some of her grandson Mouse's "cake" (grated carrots and applesauce w/molasses n a little psyllium to hold it all together)
Thirty one years old.
Tucked into her stall in her jammies.
Hopefully this was as wonderful (the reunion) as I thought it would be for her...and him...
Always babysitting, she was never far from the babies until they got so big she had to hide from the colts for a few hours' respite.
Even on her birthday, she didn't take a day off!
One more:
Her very first grandchild born here, the only filly she got, and this is how she kept "her" babies: sandwiched between herself and her daughter, and she worked very hard to keep it that way. Happy grandma!
Sorry so many pictures...it's been a great thing to know and care for her. A privilege to be her final home before she moved on to better things, beyond the reach of neglect, cruelty and ineptitude. I hope she forgives me for that last.
Liz